on day 26 at the moment kinda starting to lose morale fuck i need help nearly blew my load like 5 mins ago watching xvideos so glad i closed to windows before the got too tempted...
installed a porn blocker aswell that should help tremendously
You was literally a 1 second away from relapsing. Thats how people do relapse usually, then start over again. Over and over again. Some people do it for months and years.
How people usually relapse is, they are alone at home, bored, they didnt fap for like a week so they are horny, watching random videos on youtube, then ass and tits pop up in suggested videos so they click, and keep clicking and clicking on mroe videos. So they got an idea of some sexy actress they have seen that day so they search on google. Then they check what would happen if they just put a word "sexy" after their name on google, nice pictures appear indeed.
They watch her half naked, then you're so horny and cant even control yourself anymore, and simply go on xxx porn and jerk off. Guess what bro? You just relapsed again loser.
What i would suggest for everyone that is really serious on this rebooting/ 90day no fap/ porn thing is to avoid all kinds of visual and body stimulations. Avoid looking at erotic pictures and videos if you're alone.
Some people do edging for PE. That can easily lead to relapsing too.
Simply forget about sex in these 90 days as you dont even have a cock. Of course, have sex with a girl if you have, chase women when you're horny, thats what this is all about.
I am now at 226 days no porn and at exactly 40 days no fapping. I had troubles finding real women in real daily situations attractive. When i look at the women i think yes shes hot, but my dick doesnt react. Thats really bad. When you're so horny when you see a women you like and her sexy yummy ass, if you cock is getting hard instantly and you're so horny some magical thing happen, and you forget about all the fears and everything, you're motivated and creative, suddenly you're not afraid of approaching and know what to say. This doesnt take some magic social skills and to be some magic alpha dude that doesnt fear of anything, you just gotta be fucking horny with a raging cock in your pants.
Some good news, yesterday i was in a grocery and the women that is working there ive been talking to her, and had a boner, was horny in front of her just by looking at her and by the way, she wasnt that hot at all.
Im just happy this happened after 40 days of no fap, its amazing, i cant remember the last time i got boner in social situations with a real women. This healing process is working really well so far, im happy
This is a bit random but i just logged on yourbrainrebalanced.com and found a PM by administrator to check out this post:http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=15558.0
Its the best post ive seen about this subject, everyone take a look please.